Coping with Trouble

Hello my lovely people! How are you guys doing? Well I'm not doing that great. The reason behind it is because I'm handling a lot stuffs both physically and mentally. First of all, my family or should I say someone whom I've been living with without sharing any love neither care. My mom or Mrs. X ( I'm not gonna reveal the name) loves her elder daughter more compared to me ( I am supposedly to be her younger daughter). More is the wrong term and I guess it should be with all her heart. Yes, you guessed it right. She hates me to the core and loves her daughter the most. Don't try to advise me by saying you would feel like this because of your age and blah blah blah. Fuck my age! People grow up for heaven sake! There's nothing to do with my age.  It all depends on the person who's giving out love. Mrs X gives all her love to the elder one ( the so called sister ) . For an example, my mom, uggh I hate calling the fucker that. For an example, Mrs. X got both of us each a pure gold necklaces and after some time, my chain kinda broke off. It has been almost 2 years since I've begged her to help me repair it and the only reply I got was she was busy. A few weeks ago, she had the fucking time to go buy more pure gold chains for her elder daughter. Wasn't she busy to get that done? I'm sure you get the slightest hint of what I 'm trying to tell. Moving on, there's never a day I slept without crying. You wanna know why, it's because of the one and only Mrs. X. She would scold me with harsh words for things I didn't do wrong while her daughter gets pampered for things she do wrong. As an example, I got scolded for not putting my father's clothes in the laundry basket which was supposed to be done by my father. My sister got advised for breaking a glass cup. I'm too frustrated just by talking about this fucking thing. I'm gonna talk to you guys soon. Bye

XOXO RUBYNEE

Hang On! It's My Birthday

Hello loves! It's me and guess what? It's my BIRTHDAY today. Yes, you heard me right. No you don't hear me in a blog post, right?. Whatever, let's pause my blabber mode for a little while. It is my birthday today where I'm suppose to be the happiest person but I might be the saddest person on earth today. You know why? It's because my sister has her interview tomorrow and my mom had to bring her over there. They left today, on my BIRTHDAY(*sighs*). I'm a lone ranger on my birthday and I don't own a personal mobile phone, making me even sadder (is that even a word?). I am sad because i couldn't receive wishes from my friends either because the only way to it is my mom's mobile which is with my mom right now. More issues rising. Then, I'm suppose the attend a marathon along with my friends but I couldn't attend it as well because nobody has the time to send me over there. BLAH!!!!!. My head is gonna explode with so much of issues prickling my mind. Oh God! I thought today would be my best day ever in my life but indeed it is my worst day ever. Bye, Ms. Blogger.
Xoxo Rubynee = ) 

My Wishlist Of 2K16

Hi Guys! This is me your Rubynee from It's Rubynee's Blog. I have been MIA and guess what? I think I can make that my quote as well because I use that way to much. As the title reads, today I'm doing my wishlist post of the year 2016. I'm gonna categorize them into a few category. Hope you would enjoy it. Bye my lovely dandelions!

1) Fashion:

A Pair of Converse Shoes

                     

Blazer

Heels from Jimmy Choo

Leather Jacket

Kimono Jacket

Pea Coat

Dr Martens Boots

A Formal Coat

Denim Overall Shorts

Chanel Medium-Sized Flap Bag

A Fedora Hat

2) Beauty:

Tarte Amazonian Clay Foundation

Any YSL Lipstick

Clarisonic Mia Limited Edition

ItsJudytime Palette 

Urban Decay Naked 3 Palette

Marc Jacobs 'Daisy Dream' Perfume

Chanel 'No 5' Perfume

3) Random:

Canon eos 700D Camera

Typo Planner

Frends Layla Headphone In Rose Gold

                                                                                                                                XOXO Rubynee =)

Too Much of Crying

So guess what I'm ALIVE! I know I've been MIA for a while now and I know I say that too many times. Please forgive me guys for that. Today's topic is quite emotional because it's basically me being a emo freak. I would like to add a disclaimer here stating that if you're someone who hate people being overly-emotional, too dramatic and whatsoever, then click the 'X' out of here. Okay lets start of with this.
                    Yesterday, I came across this video of Fine Brothers Entertainment where people react to the 'Emotional Baby'(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=era8q_hswns). That's legitimately the first time I watched the video of the adorable baby. Basically the video is about the baby crying after listening to her mom's singing. In my opinion, I think she cried because she realized the pain in the song. There's this specific lyric which goes like 'wake up missing you' and seriously guys that specific part of the song means a lot to me. After that, I decided to watch more videos of 'emotional kinda ones '. I watched the Amanda Todd's video from the same channel (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VF6cmddWOgU) and it's about how she went through cyber bullying. Her ending was of the news of her killing herself.Moving on with my crying series, I watched more videos about being emotional scenes and much more ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd0LHvl89Uw). So that's my crying episode and after all that crying I caught a cold due to excessive mucus formation. I know thats kinda a gross to explain about but I couldn't help it. I know this post was short but it was meaningful to me. Bye and love from Rubynee.
XOXO Rubynee

My First Love & My First Breakup (^_^)

Hi there people of internet!I know that I've been missing in action for a long time and It's all  because of my crazy mazy life. I always dream of the perfect life, getting Mr. Right as my husband and having awesomely cute childrens but it all ended up as a dream forever. This year,2015 has been a chaos for me because i had a internet love which ended up as a breakup because he was actually a playboy kinda guy. It all started with me, as usual checking my Facebook page and checking if there's any friend's request or notifications. Then, I spotted a friend request and I got super excited because its really rare for me to get a friend request. So, without even thinking and investigating, I accepted it.So dumb of me! That's where I made a mistake. Right after that, The guy whom I accepted the request started messaging me and I got even excited because I never talked to a guy before. It all started well and then he started to send me naughty and flirtatious messages. As an example, '' I like u, I love u, let's have sex'' and much more. I did not realised it till one day my friend told me she likes this guy from Facebook as well. I was happy for her and asked her who the lucky guy was. She told me the name of this same guy whom I was in literally in  love with. That's when I knocked the sense on me and reacted to it. After school, I came home and started messaging him as usual without even dropping a hint about my friend's issue. He was talking to me as usual, nothing strange and he did not even talk to me about breaking up or his other love. The highlight of this story was that the phone that I was using to message him was actually my mom's. Guess what? A explosion went on as soon as my found out about him and his dirty messages. Lucky me she just took it lightly and warned me. So I decided that I should breakup with him immediately. So I started messaging him that I hate him and so on but he did not give up on me till to date. The moral of the story: Never believe a person till you know him/her personally and could trust him/her till he/she could be your better half. If the man who cheated me is reading this, I'm not angry on you for causing me so much problem and giving me a chaotic life. Do not be angry on me either for posting about you because you have no rights to do so. All I wanna say to you is THANK YOU for teaching me a lesson on how not to fall for person instantly. I still believe in love at first sight. Thank You, Abdul Malik.  

My Current Life

So guys, guess what? I am still alive. I missed blogging even though i don't post much. Life has been a hassle for me especially  this 2015. I met new people and a few of them disappointed me while the rest of them made my life meaningful. I thought writing this down will make me feel better because blogger is my diary. This year I'm alone because my sister left for college on the 25th of May. I never knew i would miss her so badly but i regret not being grateful to her. Then, came in my examination episode and it's done now. My life has never been so chaotic but I hope this would never repeat. I wish to share this quote I saw on google images which goes like " Life is like riding a bicyle. To keep stable, you have to move on". This matches my life really well because my life is so hectic now and I wish i could come out of this  hectic life. I started a Youtube channel as per my wish. Don't forget to catch on my next post where I tell you guys about my wishes that i made. Till then bye from Rubynee
Xoxo from New Jersey 

The Ultimate 20 Beauty Questions Tag (^-^) !!!!

Hey Lovely dandelions !! I just don't have any idea of why did I called you guys that. Anyways I know that i have been MIA for a while and its all because of  ''The Back to School Episode''. I moved from 10th grade to 11th grade and its so hectic guys. Let's drop off the school thingy and moved to the theme of this blog post which is doing the Ultimate ''20 Beauty Questions Tag''. I'm answering all of this questions honestly.

''The Ultimate 20 Beauty Question Tag''

1.Thing you cannot leave the house without :

I never leave my house without my favorite handbag of the day, my touch-up makeups and my holy grail hand sanitizer.

2.Favorite brand of makeup :

Ummmm...... For this particular questions I think i need a entire century to name my favorite brand(Just Kidding). My favourite brands are MAC, Bare Minerals, Loreal, Maybelline, Physicians Formula, Wet n Wild and etc.

3.Favorite Flowers :

Its only one type but in all colors available.Its the Queen of Love, Miss Rose !!!

4.Favorite clothing stores :

I'm gonna name a few which are TJ Maxx, Charlotte Russe, H&M, and Forever 21.

5.Favorite perfume :

I don't remember their specific name but i do remember their name : Daisy By Marc Jacobs, Gucci, One Directions Limited Edition Perfume and Taylor Swifts's perfume.

6.Heels or flats :

It basically depends on  my mood as well as the Venue. I wear Heels to weddings or night outs and I wear Flats for shoppings and etc.

7.Do you make good grades? :

I am not good at coming up with good grades but i always try my very best.

8.Favorite colors :

Teal and Turquoise green & blue

9.Do you drink energy drinks? :

 Yes but not on daily basis

10.Do you drink juice? :

What the F***! Who doesn't love them?

11.Do you like swimming? :

Yes but I'm not a person who you couldn't keep by your side when you are drowning because I would have drown before you

12.Do you eat fries with a fork? :

Nope. I just dive into them like If I had not eaten for a month or more.

 13.Whats your favorite moisturizer? :

Definitely The Garnier's one.

14.Do you want to get married later on in life? :

Definitely not sure but maybe.

 15.Do you get mad easily? :

Sometimes!

 16.Are you into ghost hunting? :

Maybe if I am with a pro.

 17.Any phobias? :

Is being scared of cockroaches and lizard included in phobias?

 18.Do you bite your nails? :

Obviously a Yes!!

19.Have you ever had a near death experience? :

None to date.

 20.Do you drink coffee? :

Nope but I do when its from Starbucks!

Love you Dandelions!! Do comment down below on what you want me to post about!!
#MakeupwithRubynee